Seeing Stars
I cannot ever love you if you don’t love this:It’s not negotiable. Sometimes I hear something and I think, how can it be sane not to like that? How can it even be possible?
It feels like being lost on a long, straight road. You don't know where you're going or when you'll get there. If ever.
It's like the abandonment of hope. It feels like the days I’ve wasted.
More. Sometimes I think about what would be in my top ten songs. You know how you do. So obviously As it is when it was, Stockholm syndrome, a couple of others always make it. And this one too. I unashamedly belt this one out when it’s playing in my car. It feels like I’ve sung this a thousand times.
Sometimes I feel sad to know that there will be a last time. How will I feel if I know? I’ve been thinking about that. A friend of ours has been in hospital with a lung problem. She has a mass, and has been tested for cancer. Of course, you think to yourself, how would it be to know you have a month, six months?
But you could at any moment have one more minute, and never know it.
I feel sorry for the time I have wasted. I could have done so much with it. But the soundtrack has been fantastic! And yeah, if that last minute was filled with Hope…
posted by Dr Zen @ 8:58 pm
5 Comments:
Yes, Mazzy Star is very nice. Thanks for reminding me that I've neglected her.
My top ten list is a difficult choice. Top two are easy.
Cibelle's cover of Tom Waits "Green Grass"
can be found at http://www.myspace.com/cibelleblackbird
and Nico's "Nibelungen Land”
Lyrics at http://smironne.free.fr/NICO/balle.php?page=b . I don't know where you get the audio online. I have the song off of _The Marble Index_.
I did like it. And I hear what you hear in it. It reminds me of the long, empty miles in Nevada.
Very nice.
You love me.
Finally got round to clicking the first. I generally avoid vids. But I love that song, always have. I mean in a deep abiding way too.
Liked those a lot. Never heard of her.
Thanks.
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